Friday, November 6, 2009

Last day of school

Today's the last day of school. I must say, i will definitely miss some people from 2A, whose identities I will not expose.
Well, unless there's a need to lol but I dont see any reason why that need would arise.
Oh well.
Went out with Lovell + Mindy today!!!:D
It was fun, and even more fun gossipinggggggg with lovell after Mindy left HAHA. reached home about 9 plus, It was scary and dark and on the long bus 10 journey home, I thought about last year and this year (since my ipod had no battery and I had no better thing to do) and I realized that if I hadn't made some hasty decisions, many things would have turned out very differently.
I suppose the thing that's bothering me most, and the only(perhaps) thing that's responsible for my emotional breakdowns is friendship.

I get along pretty well with my family :D
And for my studies, as long as I put in my best, I see no reason why I should feel sad or disappointed.

So yup.
Friendship's like.... the main source of all my troubles.
I've had lots of ups and downs these past 2 years. Friendship problems,mainly.
Oh and last year's first semester, it was like studies were causing me problems haha.

Hmmmmm.
Friendship ah.
I don't know where to start.

Sometimes I just don't understand some people. and i believe they do not understand me either.

Passed by Eastwood or whatever wood the cold storage just now and memories just flowed back.
Oh well i must say I do miss those times, even up till now.
But now's now right? I can't change what others' think even though my mindset may have changedddddd and I regret having done certain stuff or having said certain things that may have been rather insulting.

Although practically no one reads my blog because they do not know of its existence or they cant be bothered(I dont really care, i blog for the sake of blogging), I still don't feel safe bout blogging about some people I have really strong comments about..

so!
Im thinking of creating a wordpress since you can password those posts and only give the password to some people! :D



OKK im gonna go watch my drama. or maybe surf the net and chat. :)
I miss 2A (CERTAIN PEOPLE ONLY)

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I realize I very long never post emo stuff already! So since today's the last day of school, I shall post some emo italic words HAHAA. OH IN SUPER SMALL FONT ALSO.

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6 comments:

lovell said...

i read your blog okay! i will miss you!!! :)

JACELYN said...

HAHA ME TOOOOOO but nvm we will see each other every fri then still can exchange gossip! :D I think you need to bring a griller for your chiangmai trip. I HOPE U GET ME HAHAHA

lovell said...

HAHAHA OKAY WE CAN GOSSIP EVERY FRIDAY :D ANYWAY WHY A GRILLER

JACELYN said...

haizzzzzzz. What did u tell me bout ur chiangmai trip during dinner?? :D

MARIAtan(: said...

I read your blog tooooo! & whoo wordpress rocks! =)=)

Anonymous said...

Tiem2switchtowordpress desu.

Then you can keep track of who visits your blog! And its interface is much neater than blogspot's. >:(