Haven't posted in a long while, but decided to do so because I see my english going down the drain ):

Read my archives, and realized my English standard was so much higher in the past!

Guess I really need to get down to some serious reading. :(

And math! What ever happened to my best and most favourite subject? I can't seem to focus when I do math questions recently. ): And I take like 30 minutes to solve the simplest of all questions. Gosh, what is wrong with me?!

And today I lost $700.

I don't know where the hell it went to, but for one, I am definitely very upset. :/

Don't have the mood to do anything else today,except to cry over spilled milk.

Watched Sisters of Pearl today and it brightened me up. But i'm still sad over my loss of money. hey, $700 is a big deal alright? :/

Our attempt to start a ''business'' is on the borderline now, wanting to sink below it. I wish i had the capabilities to make it a success and earn some pocket money for myself. :) To satisfy my sudden need of luxury brands. :)

Projects have been pretty screwed, haven't started on any. I'm quite worried,actually.

homework undone, Chem file not packed. I hate packing files. God knows when I will start packing my chem file ):

Have been quite happy with my results last semester, so I decided to give myself a break this June(a very,very relaxing and carefree break indeed! albeit all the money spent and worries on how to survive subsequent shopping trips)

Sims 3 WA died on me, i'm super bored of having to try to install it. It's really getting on my nerves now!

on a VERY MUCH brighter note, fung's coming to Singapore on 3 July! It's good that FF informed us on such notice, so we can do away with the super long waiting time for that date to draw near:)))

Joseph Stalin:)

Doing history project now, have to send by tmr afternoon. :(

Sian, i don't even really know how to do! haha.
Just finished my part for the Biology concept map. :D

Oh well!!!

I still have chinese zuo wen, which I hv absolutely no idea how to go about writing it ):

Waiting earnestly for my ''char kway teow''......

Hongkong, my only consolation.

HAHA, i guess after all those ''twists and turns'', I'm back to BLOGGER!

Cos I was just reading my archives and getting into the blogging mood all over again.

I miss 2008 badly, the times I spent with Vione and Mingsiew and Faith!

Oh well... Faith's pretty much.. distanced herself from us.

Intentionally or not, it doesn't really matter anymore because.. we just aren't tht close!

oh well, faith! i missssssssss you :(

But she's always busy, it's so hard to keep up w each other's schedule.

You know what?

I don't enjoy this sec 3 life.

first, my math results are deteriorating madlyy every test.

With evry math test, I'm getting more and more disappointed in myself.

secondly, my english is reallyyyyyy bad now!

I think my english was better when I was in secondary 1!

sighs!

and....

I dont know!

everything, everyone has pretty much changed from when I last had happy memories w them in secondary 1!

Get me or not, i don't care!

And, I really wna just slack my way through this year.

And, I shall do just that!

okay, i'm gonna go watch one episode of my hongkong drama and read my storybook:D

GOodnight,world!

(I feel lucky to be in 3K after all, we've no homework everyday!)

it's time for a change

moved.
insouciantnonchalance.blog.com

What did I do yesterday???????
It must be the exams that are causing all my momentary memory loss.
OKAY i rmb now.
Yesterday I went out with Mummmy!(:
Played sims too:DDDd

And today I went to my cousin's house.
They just bought a doggggg(Golden retriever)
Which is kinda cute cos it's still a puppyyyy. HAHA but it won't be anymore when it grows up(:
and golden retrievers grow up really fast and they are superrrrrr smart.
I wouldn't be surprised if they are more alert than some people! HEH.
Cos the attitudes of some people can be so insouciant and yeah the sometimes neglect matters that may not seem important but are in fact. and in the end they get themselves into trouble.
Yup!

It goes the same for people.
As in, how you look at people.
How you look at their characters, whether you are able to see through them,whether you are able to see their true selves.
I think I'm quite seasoned in that area already!
You know,since I've come across numerous hypocrites and all.

Hmm. It's quite cool tmr we don't have to go to school HAHA!
I'll be staying home whole day, or at least until I finish packing my whole messy beyond messy room and my super luan wardrobe(I spend damn long finding all my clothes)

YUP!
Tuition+Lunch@Dintaifung+movie+gossip(YEAH)+maybe dinner? on tuesday with Jingyi & Zhiyi!
HAHAAAAAAAA.
Wednesday+Thursday= Class chalet!
Friday: OUTTTTTT with mummy or maybe friendsss? See first whoozzzzz.

19 december is a month plus away only!
CAN YOU WAIT??????
I KNOW I CAN'TTTTTTTT.
HAHA



Okay im tired of blogging it's kinda boring I shall go chat with people bout nonsensical stuff over MSN.(:

Last day of school

Today's the last day of school. I must say, i will definitely miss some people from 2A, whose identities I will not expose.
Well, unless there's a need to lol but I dont see any reason why that need would arise.
Oh well.
Went out with Lovell + Mindy today!!!:D
It was fun, and even more fun gossipinggggggg with lovell after Mindy left HAHA. reached home about 9 plus, It was scary and dark and on the long bus 10 journey home, I thought about last year and this year (since my ipod had no battery and I had no better thing to do) and I realized that if I hadn't made some hasty decisions, many things would have turned out very differently.
I suppose the thing that's bothering me most, and the only(perhaps) thing that's responsible for my emotional breakdowns is friendship.

I get along pretty well with my family :D
And for my studies, as long as I put in my best, I see no reason why I should feel sad or disappointed.

So yup.
Friendship's like.... the main source of all my troubles.
I've had lots of ups and downs these past 2 years. Friendship problems,mainly.
Oh and last year's first semester, it was like studies were causing me problems haha.

Hmmmmm.
Friendship ah.
I don't know where to start.

Sometimes I just don't understand some people. and i believe they do not understand me either.

Passed by Eastwood or whatever wood the cold storage just now and memories just flowed back.
Oh well i must say I do miss those times, even up till now.
But now's now right? I can't change what others' think even though my mindset may have changedddddd and I regret having done certain stuff or having said certain things that may have been rather insulting.

Although practically no one reads my blog because they do not know of its existence or they cant be bothered(I dont really care, i blog for the sake of blogging), I still don't feel safe bout blogging about some people I have really strong comments about..

so!
Im thinking of creating a wordpress since you can password those posts and only give the password to some people! :D



OKK im gonna go watch my drama. or maybe surf the net and chat. :)
I miss 2A (CERTAIN PEOPLE ONLY)

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I realize I very long never post emo stuff already! So since today's the last day of school, I shall post some emo italic words HAHAA. OH IN SUPER SMALL FONT ALSO.

----REMOVED-----

A Lost Omnia

I seriously have no mood now cause I just lost my beloved(somewhat) omnia. I left it on Bus 16.
wtffff, this is the first time ever I've lost anything valuable, and an expensive one at that.
That omnia cost almost $500. :/ Last time. now the price has dropped a great deal, but I bet some dishonest people are still eying it. :/
Sighhhhh.
Im kinda sad you know..
After all it was the most expensive phone I've ever owned.. And I've only used it for 8 months or so.
Okay but it's obviously better than my previous phone which I used for like what, 2 weeks and i dropped it into the toilet bowl.
But that phone was not as expensive as this one!
SIGHSIGHSIGHHHHHH.

Hopefully big bro has an extra phone, I'llask him when he reaches home later. He always changes phones so maybe he does have one extra:/
Sighhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzz.

ANY IDEA HOW ANNOYED I AM NOW?!

Okay anyway today went Serangoon Gardens Country Club with Maria & Alisa!
HAHAHAA.
went swimming& then waffles. :)

Had skating classes today in school. Was sucky I didn't know how to skate at all and I took a seriously long time to stand up with the skates on.