The Gold of Time


It's scary how time passes so fast you don't even get to see every hour on the clock?
Sometimes, you use the computer and there. You think you've only used it for an hour but in fact you've used it for 4 hours.
And you feel you've wasted so much of your time doing nothing but surfing the web for insignificant stuff to ease your boredom.
Don't you think the time we've wasted on the computer can be better used for stuff more meaningful?
Like going out shopping or spending time with your family?
Maybe reading some novels would be good too, because that will help improve your English.

People always fail to see the importance of time in our lives.
Because really, at the end of the day, what our lives are based on is actually time itself.
So why the people always fail to treasure the amount of time we have, and only regret it after much time has been wasted?
You can't go back in time.
What with all the movies about time machines whatsoever.
That's not going to happen,and you know it.
I can make a bet and i'm really confident to say this : Time machines are strictly fictional can for the young to fantasize.
Time machines are well, possibly the only gadget in the field of technology that cannot be invented but be in the imaginations of humans forever.

"Although time travel has been a common plot device in fiction since the 19th century, and one-way travel into the future is arguably possible given the phenomenon of time dilation based on velocity in the theory of special relativity(exemplified by the twin paradox) as well as gravitational time dilation in the theory of general relativity, it is currently unknown whether the laws of physics would allow backwards time travel. Time travel has not been proven to be impossible or possible."
-Wikipedia

Of course, you can't say it's IMPOSSIBLE.
But if you think logically for once and base it all on current known theories, it really isn't physically possible to design one time machine that really works.

Well, as the saying goes, To Err is Human.
We all make mistakes, and we all have gone through the stage whereby we have reached the end of our means and we really want to just go back in time and undo all the mistakes we've made in the past.
All the mistakes in the past that have changed everything around us so greatly we begin to feel afraid.

I've spent last night thinking about this for really long.
About all the mistakes I've made, about everything I've regretted doing.
Telling myself that whatever is the way it is now is all my own doing, and there's nothing I can do about it.
Except just accept it.
Or try my best to salvage it.
But it's not... it's not humanly possible you know.
There's only so much a 14-year-old girl like me can do.
Sometimes things can just be too much for me,or for all of us.
It isn't that I'm not happy with what I have now.
But it just frightens me to think how much everyone or everything have changed.
If you would just take a moment or or two and look around you, and think back to the past, you would get what I mean.

I'm hot-tempered, yes I admit it.
I'm not the best of friends, i don't have a good character, in fact I've nothing great to even boast about.
I'm always complaining or rather, gossiping about how much people boast or brag about themselves and their accomplishments.
Maybe that's jealousy deep down.
Maybe that's what I feel-- Jealous.
Because I, for one, do not have anything to boast about, except my family which I love a lot, more than words can ever describe, more than anything you all will feel.
Of course I quarrel with my brothers, it's only normal for siblings to quarrel once in a while.
Of course at that moment you feel a fury of anger rising inside you and you just wanna shut your brother up once and for all, but if you think back, both of you are in the wrong and he's your brother and you really cant blame him if you were acting like a total bitch.
Saying those hurtful words to your brothers can really make you regret it..... for a day or two and you are back to normal.

I guess I spent 2 hours on the bed last night thinking about all these.
I went to bed at around 3(after spamming dramas), and I guess I slept at 5.

Oh well.
I just wanna say.....
Our one month's of holiday is up and we are going back to school tomorrow....
there, one month gone.
Don't you think the world would be a much better place if ''TIME'' didn't exist?
Haha(I guess this is my first ''HAHA'' in this post)
I mean really.
I feel like it was yesterday that I received my report dossier.

I failed to treasure this June.
Instead, I wasted my June playing computer, spamming dramas and what, going out? shopping?
Sleeping?
I regret.
I wish I could just go back to Kindergarten and lead a life without worries.
Time is precious, always remember.

Oh by the way, people(in general) should learn how to voice out their unhappiness.
People who don't show their emotions are really,really,really extraordinarily scary.
Because they are just so unpredictable, you don't know when they are sad, you don't know when they are happy.
They might just suddenly pounce on you like a hungry tiger.
Some people don't like to show their anger when they are in fact BOILING deep down,probably because of their own selfish gains. (:
Yes, hypocrites you call them. :D
There are many types of hypocrites you know.
And I know too many of them.
Maybe I'm one myself, who knows? :}

That's all, back to school tmr!
Hope to see you tmr!!!!!!! :D
I wanna self-quarantine man:(
but choychoychoyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
hahaha my mum says she's gonna hurry up and get the beacon edge ready and furnished so if anyone of us,touch wood choychoychoyyyyyy, gets infected or is suspected to be infected with H1N1 can go there and quarantine themselves (:
It's kinda great there you know.
All cosy.. and well high-tech. XD
you can control the lights& air conditioners with the click of a remote control.
and the door lock's like programmed to identify fingerprints.
Ok maybe most of your houses are equipped with that kind of technology already, but my current house isn't! HAHA. (:
btw I think i might be addicted to audition and thats sad sad sad. :(

oh today went flea titan with yonghuili.
packed and stuffy.
Only bought two items, cos I couldn't really stand shopping there with all the heat and what not.

Yesterday was spent with my family. (:
didn't go golf in the morning cos dad and i couldn't wake up :)
afternoon went to see showrooms all those then went some chinese restaurant for dinner. the food was great man! :)

Friday went out shopping with MUMMY! :D
went tamp 1 the manpuku to eat their wonderful cake for the zillionth time.
It's kinda over-priced for a cake, though :/
HAHA BUT COS IT'S DELICIOUS, IT'S WORTH THE PRICE:DDD
walked around in tamp 1,shopped XD
then went dinner with family.

been sleeping late these few days.
P.S. Rosy Business is nice man. Haven't seen such a good HK drama in quite a while..
since like, the last hk drama i watched!!!!!!! hahaha.
oh well, gogo with ultimatum
haha.
so before ultimatum starts, raymond's short ad appears once.
during one interval during the show, raymond's LONG ad appears once, and his first sentence is, ''Hi,我是林峰!'' and the rest i cannot remember already because I was too busy drooling all over Raymond :D
at the end of the show his short ad appears twice.
Ok, im gonna drink ALICAFE!
hahaha just kidding, if they had raymond's face printed on it, i would buy and ask all my relatives to start drinking Alicafe's coffee. :D

XOXOOOOO,
jacelyn the happy girl