Maybe i am afraid.Of many things.
Many,many things.
2009 has been a rather,well,not so good year, and only two weeks of it has passed.
I can't believe how i'm going to survive the remaining 11 months and 2 weeks.
But there's something good about this year:
I do believe in God now. (:
Our LA poem totally sucked.
This is one of the main things i'm afraid of.
Yes,it's graded.
Yes,it's gonna go into my CA marks.
Yes,i regret not putting in any effort.
I don't know why i'm caring so much about my grades.
Probably because this year is important,and grades have to be good.
This is our first LA work,and i've screwed it.
I don't feel good.
I've not felt at ease since LA lesson today.
And maybe lots of other things have made me feel so down.
Guess i've to really buck up.
But I still can't get the LA thing off my chest.
I can't believe i'm failing my first LA graded work.
Oh God,i'm really remorseful.
Nothing I say or do now will change the current fact.
A fact is a fact.
A fail is a fail.
I need a relaxing weekend/shopping trip.
I do need to relax and not think of anything related to school.
In fact,all my troubles are related to school.
Be it people or schoolwork.
Actually,some people don't know it when they've hurt someone's feelings with their actions or words.
I'm just stating a fact, i'm not trying to direct the sentence above to anyone.
No hard feelings involved,only sad.
Chinese New Year is coming, I'm looking forward to it very much,and somehow,i'm dreading it at the same time.
Arghs,maybe i'm just fickle.
Maybe...
I just hope everything will be fine in school.
Back home,i feel darn happy and safe.
And somehow, I finally find my home homely.
Although It has always been and i've always loved going home(:
Just it feels HOMELYYY:))
Anyway,just to lighten up the atmosphere abit, i shall blog about today.
After school,i took bus 196 with Huili to Parkway.
Switched to 135 and wanted to take to paya lebar & walk to city plaza.
However,we took the wrong side and the bus was gonna loop.
So it was kinda late already.
So we decided to walk around in Parkway abit.
I bought two pouches& two boxes of Meiji's meltykiss!(:
Huili bought one dress(:
Walked some more and went home.
When i reached home, i went up to my brother's room.
Here's our conversation:
Me: Kor, teach me how to pass my 2.4 can? I failed badly.
Bro(not looking up from his books): Go on a diet lah!
Me: SERIOUS LAH!!
Bro: Swim lah.
Me: Ya hors. When's the next time you going swimming? I go with you.
Bro: Later.
Me: What time?
Bro: 6plus. My training's at 7.
Me: School de ah?
Bro: Ya. Eh you go watch your drama first can. I want to study lah.
Me: Fine la.
Has.
Many of you may find it surprising that someone like me,who fails her 2.4km every year,has a brother that runs the Standard Chartered Marathon every year.
Yes,my brother does.
Kinda surprising?
Lol.
He's a rather good runner/swimmer/soccer player.
That's probably why he gets the stamina..and speed.
Hehhhhhhh.
he runs it every year, he seems to like running.
Me,the total opposite,thinks it's a TORTURE to even run 100m!
How can he run 10/21km?!
It varies every year,you know.
I mean, the distance he runs.
This year, he ran 21 km.
Last year, he ran 10km.
It somehow depends on his mood when he registers o.O
But he still isn't fit enough for 42km(:
HEHS.
Okay,i really gotta improve on my stamina!
HEH. Today had PE and i wassssss errrrrr..VERY,VERY,VERY slow :(
Not that i really care,but passing napfa is a must.
But the PE teacher is funny(:
HEH,i wonder why I'm not affected by my weakness in running,but am so disturbed failing LA.
Weird,huh? :/
My running was actually worse than LA,if you look at it in a certain angle.
But yeah,somehow I don't give a shit about running?
Even if i fail napfa,i don't really care much about it.
At least,not as much as when I fail any subject(CHOY)
I guess everyone feels this way,except some people.
Anyway, I still can't accept the fact that my brother is so hardworking now.
When he was sec 3/sec 4, he couldn't care less about his work.
Now,he's bloody hardworking!
Even during his holidays,he would study. -.-
I must learn from him(:
Laughs!(:
Anyway, I still remember when I was p5, we quarreled like,every now and then for the computer.
My dad probably got annoyed by it and bought us each our own laptop(:
My laptop's getting old.
I got it when i was p6.
So it's like 2 years old(actually not yet,but still)
Yes,so it's a perfect reason to get a new laptop right?
Especially with the sales and offers now.
Especially with the sales and offers now.
But then again,there's a financial crisis now.
Although I'm not affected by it, still, we ought to save money for the rainy days!
Ha.
Maybe my laptop can wait.
But my portable DVD player can't wait!!!!!!!
I want it.
So badly.
So so so badly :(
And my HK drama(:
YESSS.
TOmorrow have piano lesson and can go and borrow drama!!!!
OMG I'm so excited!
Or maybe not,cos my mum hasn't returned(or return,my english sucks now) alot of DVDs :(((
Whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
So happy, my MayMayLu spree shorts have arrrrrrrrrrrrived!
Waited very long for it.
Oh well,sprees take a long time. ):
hehs(:
But i don't know how to collect it.
Cos i can't make it for the mass meet-up,and janice can't also.(She also bought 3 items from the spree)
Hmmmmmmmmm,i've got to eat dinner and do my piano homework alreadyy(:
Anyway! My big brother's at home now! Wonder why he didn't go work today!
HEHS. Shall ask him during dinner.
Second brother went for his swimming training liaos.
Dad went on a business trip,again. To,iforgot where=x
I think it was Shanghai.
Oh well,only me,mum & big bro are present for dinner :/
ZZZZZ,Only weekends we get to eat together!(provided dad is in town)
Yeah!
Anyway,i most probably willl be watching Red Cliff 2 this weekend(: Hope so!
Kinda lag,yes i know.
Cos lots of people watch already.
Ha,but couldn't find time you seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
K, Dinner's ready. BYEBYE:)
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