I'm called MrGreedy.

Hello.
been blogshopping past few days, not studying,which i seriously think i should get down to doing now,since EOYs are 2weeks away (OMFG?! )
this is SCARING me.
Year 1 End Of Year Examinations.
why does it sound so scary?
seriously,they should do away with exams.
And.
i've like, a billionnnnn things i wanna get.
but i don't have a billion.
><>BROKE.BROKE.BROKE.
AND,
my grades aren't that great and my actions now make it seem like i can't be bothered.
But i do bother.
I don't have the determination.
Thus , i need motivation.
Anyone,with a little reward?
SOMEONE JUST TELL ME HOW TO STUDY.
Because,my butt can't stay still for like,15minutes.
which is darn irritating,i've to check my phone every minute, start smsing, get too carried away and start using the laptop, getting back to work 2 hours later.
Which sucks,because i've not much time and i've just recovered and need more sleep.
but,i'm like lacking of sleep the most can?
And, GODDDD.
I give up!
EOYs are mean machines out to torture innocent students like us.
We should like, just unplug the switch.
or kick it.
then all the testpapers will fall out.
ohoh!
and there's the maths CT4 , which Mr Tan hasn't given back.
Which i don't exactly wanna get back.
i wouldn't mind sitting for countless tests, if we didn't have to get back our test papers and know our marks.
seriously, i'm so so afraid i'll just look at my paper, put it down on my desk, and start tearing.
it's the WORST thing to do.
and apparently i did it with my report book last semester.
except i cried, not teared.
which i guess meant that i was truly sad.
Next, there's the science CT4 coming up this friday.

but still, semester 1 has a 40percent weightage(according to janice)
it'll totally pull down my grades.
ARGHS, but still i will work hard.
if only i were some disciplined nerd.
i MUST totally stop smsing and using the laptop someday,and get down to STUDYING.
i wonder when that day will come.



2moreweeks,i'mfuckingscrewed.